Looking Back

I often wonder how these days of the pandemic will be written and read about when they become an important element of our nation’s history. I can picture a young student reading about what this looked like, felt like, much as we do now with the information around the “Spanish flu.”

Of late, I have made an effort to (subjectively) evaluate how we will be viewed by those readers. What will be our message in how we responded to a horrific number of deaths that affected millions of family members when you consider the bigger picture? Did we behave with honor and sacrifice, in spite of the many difficult changes required to address the virulent nature of the Covid virus? I find myself appreciating our military men and women whose lives don’t change only during a declared war. Their lives are subjugated to our best interests always, over and above what they might like personally for themselves or their families. Much like we have been asked to do for one another.

In a crisis of this kind, our rights and liberties are best served by considering the rights and liberties of everyone and the way they will necessarily affect the whole, whether that be the unvaccinated wearing a mask or taking a vaccine that will provide herd immunity and eradication of this public health crisis. The ten years of research prior to this event fed and assured a timely offering of vaccination now. I am personally and collectively grateful. Tennessee counts 32.6% fully vaccinated, Williamson County 46.8 and Davidson County 40.1. Even adding the natural immunity of those who had Covid and not knowing the longevity of their response, we have a ways to go.

I hope the books will reflect the “game changers” who will put this now tragic event in our past. Namely, those who researched and provided the vaccines, the front line medical personnel (inclusive), the essential workers who kept us fed and provided our ongoing infrastructure….all more appreciated than can be articulated here.But, in the end, the heroes will be those who cared enough to follow guidelines for many, many months, who became part of the solution for their isolated friends in creative and loving ways, who were resilient in ways that quietly modeled best practices.And those who loved their country enough, cared about it’s people enough, to become vaccinated.

Our American Legacy

Our angst, our sadness, even our anger, deserve personal process and time for reflection. “Moving forward” does not preclude allowing healthy introspection and taking the time to center. Our psyches have endured untold assault this past year in the disconnect Covid has rendered on so many levels.The events of this week add even more.

I pray for the family of Officer Brian Sicknick, who gave his life defending the Capitol premises and those trapped inside, our elected officials convened to conclude the election process. I also pray for the families of the four others who died, Ashli Babbitt, Benjamin Phillips, Kevin Greyson and Roseann Boyland. All of their families are left to grieve.

I try to think ahead to what will be taught in classrooms about this event in the near future as well as the distant future, even 100 years distant. I hope we leave a legacy that reflects, first and foremost, that the laws of our land prevailed. That these events were scrutinized and professionally investigated by measured, methodical means with outcomes applied within the laws we are all called to follow. Lack of accountability at all levels invites repeat behaviors, but more importantly, disrespects and dilutes those very laws and the people and institutions they are to protect.

We clearly need to be a reconciling people and that hard, long term work begins with each of us, in many ways. But work toward authentic unity can’t begin by dismissing the reality that transparency and courageous decision making requires now. Those decisions will become our legacy. They will tell our future citizens we allowed and used a wide lens, patient and thoughtful responses based on the benchmark of law, to exhibit our hopes and dreams for the long term. Citizens deserve to know, both now and in the future, our laws cannot be brushed aside for short term solutions that won’t stand the test of time.

Officer Sicknick did his job. We can honor his life by our responses. We can acknowledge all of those who lost their lives with our prayers.

And then we can become a reconciling people by listening closely for the answers to those prayers and living out those answers. God loves each of us. All of us. I fully trust in his answers that I know will start with loving one another as we love him.

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Answered Prayers

Answered prayers

swirl in a wind

we name a

New Year.

Looking for a home

quiet and thoughtful

open to the grace

God promises

his beloved children

the world over.

Health and wellness

a liquid gold remedy

protection for all

a gift without favor.

Oh, the hope of change!

hearing rather than listening

acting rather than speaking

looking forward rather than back.

This year with a

new number

will reap the way

We change.

Reach out for kindness

grab compassion

as they fly by!

Let them settle

into open hearts

and open minds.

His answer is always faith.

His answer is always hope.

His answer is always love.

01.01.21

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“And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.”

1 Corinthians 13:13

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All Saints Sunday

Our losses

too many

the time

too short

too close

too soon.

Legacies

become a

symphony

each movement

a whisper that

replays the stories

the lives

that lead to

the Christ.

The Corinthians

body of Christ

The Builders Class

1954

sixteen strong!

soon to be the

Robert I Moore Class

numbers to surpass

all others.

Lives of

service

and care

expertise

and

passion

their blending

ordained

their call

accepted.

These saints

our teachers

missionaries

to

the new

the young

even now.

God’s victory

replacing loss!

Precious

valued lives

marched with

Micah

served with

Matthew

loved like

Jesus.

Beloved, all

Saints, all.

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for The Seekers Class

to honor the Robert I Moore class

All Saints Sunday, 2020

The Election

This long awaited

day

cries out

for history

remembered

for honor

for character

for silence.

For prayers

of unity

rather than

choice

gratitude

for freedom

hard won.

For the stories

of long ago

when courage

and sacrifice

prevailed

the common good

a model for living.

For gospel words

that

center and distill

what justice looks like

what justice feels like

for all.

Words that remind

love

is a verb.

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11-03-20

“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.”

John 14:27

The Gift of Fall

The comfort

of same.

Crisp days

the changing

season

affirms

a creation

that offers

quiet.

Birds heading

south

fiery colors

vibrant

every hue

becomes

the palette

of fall.

Flowers bending

to sleep

leaves falling

to become

their protector

a time

for rest.

Hold on.

Don’t let go.

Be still.

God reminds

in

the same.

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10.10.20

Justice Through Legislation

 
I am indebted to Justin Jones and all those who join him on their 59th day at Ida B. Wells Plaza, bringing light to many social injustices that might never be known otherwise. I am grateful to know this young man who has put Divinity School at Vanderbilt on hold to witness to God’s call for justice.
 
Today, he is highlighting our reconvened state lawmakers who meet to consider legislation around the right to protest as well as limiting liability for businesses and corporations around issues of Covid in the workplace.
We need to be paying close attention to both, as they represent rights of Americans that are long reaching. For several weeks we have wondered why we aren’t hearing from OSHA, our federal agency tasked with setting and enforcing standards to assure safe and healthful conditions in the work place. Many of us have written compliance manuals around OSHA’s guidelines! Over the years, those guidelines have been necessarily
fluid and adjusted to new information.
So, Covid does not require a completely unknown standard, though ongoing information and research will add to the standards for a safe workplace as time goes on. That has always been the case with OSHA guidelines. Nothing new.
Limiting liability for American (or Tennessee) employers does not protect workers who have been exposed to this virus at work, indeed became ill, at home or hospitalized on a ventilator, etc. Legislation that denies legal recourse for workers who worked without standards in place or standards that weren’t followed or standards
that required change and weren’t changed, is unthinkable!
 
Going forward, these workers have no idea the long term effects of this disease, how it will affect their return to work, their financial futures and the like. OSHA guidelines are to be written on behalf of workers, not corporations or businesses. If workers were protected to the fullness of known standards at the time, that sets
the benchmark and protects employers. If the known standards at the time of infection were not identified and followed,workers have a right to legal action. Think medical workers without adequate PPE throughout this pandemic (there were many options not taken to provide the numbers and quickly) meatpackers, grocery workers who were (and still are) exposed by unmasked customers who feel free to exercise their “rights,” restaurant workers and on and on. Masks and the like should not require a belated Mayor’s mandate; they should be part of the safety requirement required by OSHA. Enforcement would be at the behest of the employer as I have heard has been done well, since the beginning, by Costco, Whole Foods, Fresh Market. Hospitals protected workers as well as patients with a no visitors policy…from the beginning.
Allowing for no liability at the employer level will ask for lowered standards, if any, allowing workers to return to the workplace when they should be quarantined or home recovering. It is an invitation to the spread of the virus because of lack of accountability.
I have been meaning to write about this for some time and fully realize few will read or agree, or perhaps care. These decisions will affect many, many people down the line. People who likely worked so we might have resources, food and health care at their expense. It may be your husband or wife, your son or daughter, etc.
Call your lawmakers, make your voice heard. If you don’t know your representatives’ numbers, just google!

Searching for Positive

Interfacing with social media brings family and friends to our home at a time when presence isn’t advisable. So, seeing those faces of new babies, toddlers, siblings, high school friends, local friends and those scattered far and wide seems justified and almost necessary.

Even with editing and “hiding” posts and the like, it also brings a powerful picture of chaos, poor communication, unjust references, incorrect information, outside influences  and a shroud of negative. Choosing to stay or leave becomes a consideration.

I was thinking last week of the days many of us tutored/mentored young children in the inner city. Children now in their 20’s might I add! We were there a very long time and watched them grow.

Each year, I would start each homework session by asking the child to stand, look in my eyes, and tell me who they were special to that day…or what they thought made them special. Over time, I was able to ask them for more in depth answers and could tell they gave it some thought in between our visits. They had remarkable answers!

So, I have been thinking about the question. Who am I special to and what makes me special? To carry the claim further, how do I use the ways God made me special to make this time more positive; how do I use whatever that might be, big or small, to become part of a solution rather than adding to the vitriol? How do I, even isolated, become the answer to the prayers God hears? Do I start with prayer? Do I listen for the answer?

So, to change the rhetoric, I ask you the same…who are you special to and what makes you special? How can you share that in a time that needs you?

For those who are comfortable, it would be lovely to hear your answer! Those answers give the rest of us creative ideas we might not have considered! Those answers make us think differently, perhaps. Those answers bind us as a community, not naive, looking for pie in the sky, but a community who starts to look for the good; who becomes part of the solution, whether it is simply wearing a mask or following precious guidelines for wellness. That science is an answered prayer.

Interacting these months with old friends who attend Glencliff UMC has been my teaching tool in these days. They are doing the teaching! Many have no internet, several no phones. They have pastors (Rev. Neelley Hicks and Rev. Ingrid McIntyre) who have been incredibly inventive in finding ways to keep this small congregation connected and cared for…..a lot of my joy these days are those phone conversations. My sweet friend, Brenda, who happens to be blind, sings to me! (She has a beautiful voice, clearly what makes her special!) A lot of my joy comes from knowing they can attend worship over their phones, if they have one. I have one friend whose phone is available on a “minute” plan so she is unable to hear the service. It takes too many of her expensive minutes. So, another member calls her each week to tell her about the worship service. Think about that. I do.

Hope to hear from you.

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07-25-20

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Second Chances

do you ever

want to make

yourself

smaller?

 

become less

engaged

to be more

engaged?

 

distill feelings

to a core

that excludes

everything

tangible

redefines the

necessary?

 

dance

without moving

to music

yet

unborn?

 

celebrate

our

new earth

at

rest

recovering?

 

and

leave the

world

to

falter

until

love

finds its

way

home?

 

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05.18.20 (edited)

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